Dec 22, 20213 min readBefore the Butterfly, the DarkThis is the first year I can remember, ever, when I did not feel angst about the short days, the early darkness. This was the first...
Nov 28, 20211 min readSeal SkinWhat have you locked away? What have you stolen from yourself and hidden so that you wouldn’t long for anything wild, anything unknowable...
Nov 24, 20211 min readInvitationAll the old fears gather around the table. Some of them are defiant, daring me to say something. Some only look down, trying the old...
Nov 19, 20213 min readClosing the Summer MarketI’m being cozy with myself. Curious, and gentle. Quiet, on this day without work or much for obligations. I dropped my son off at school....
Mar 6, 20211 min readOnlyYou are the only one– always. Not in sadness or despair, but in strength. In proof of living. In the next step and the next. There is no...
Feb 21, 20212 min readRiverI wanted to believe I’d be married forever, for my whole life, for all the lifetimes to come– because that made it feel like God exists:...
Feb 20, 20212 min readThe Gift of Cold + WarmthWhat is the point of a friendship, of any relationship? I walked behind– and sometimes in front of– my dad today on the Cascade, thinking...
Nov 21, 20191 min readThe First PancakeThis Swedish Pancake recipe was on our fridge (on yellow legal paper) my entire childhood– so that if we had a babysitter Saturday night...
May 11, 20182 min readWhat is Magic?photo by John David Dela-Peri What is Magic? It is fierceness and generosity. It is one hundred children sitting cross-legged on the...