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Dec 22, 20213 min read
Before the Butterfly, the Dark
This is the first year I can remember, ever, when I did not feel angst about the short days, the early darkness. This was the first...
Nov 28, 20211 min read
Seal Skin
What have you locked away? What have you stolen from yourself and hidden so that you wouldn’t long for anything wild, anything unknowable...
Nov 24, 20211 min read
Invitation
All the old fears gather around the table. Some of them are defiant, daring me to say something. Some only look down, trying the old...
Nov 19, 20213 min read
Closing the Summer Market
I’m being cozy with myself. Curious, and gentle. Quiet, on this day without work or much for obligations. I dropped my son off at school....
Mar 6, 20211 min read
Only
You are the only one– always. Not in sadness or despair, but in strength. In proof of living. In the next step and the next. There is no...
Feb 21, 20212 min read
River
I wanted to believe I’d be married forever, for my whole life, for all the lifetimes to come– because that made it feel like God exists:...
Feb 20, 20212 min read
The Gift of Cold + Warmth
What is the point of a friendship, of any relationship? I walked behind– and sometimes in front of– my dad today on the Cascade, thinking...
Nov 21, 20191 min read
The First Pancake
This Swedish Pancake recipe was on our fridge (on yellow legal paper) my entire childhood– so that if we had a babysitter Saturday night...
May 11, 20182 min read
What is Magic?
photo by John David Dela-Peri What is Magic? It is fierceness and generosity. It is one hundred children sitting cross-legged on the...
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